As Long As I'm Living

We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma.::We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to provide support and connection for those who have lost a child to SIDS, stillbirth, TFMR, miscarriage, or any other type of baby loss. We’re sorry you need us, but we’re so glad you’re here!

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Recent Reviews

Brittclara

Wish I found this sooner

I just listened to first episode. I read from that book at Sterling’s funeral and I read it as a child and to my older children. I love this book and it makes me cry even before loss it hit me in my heart.
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Helpful to expand emotional intelligence for everyone

This podcast is so enlightening and informative. Judith, Alina, Aidan, Quinn and all of the guests that have come into this space of grief all have had an important message and an impact. While I haven’t been touched by infant loss personally, understanding what it’s like to walk through grief has made me a better friend.
alyssaswiftlarich

Like chatting w a friend

Listening to this podcast is such a unique experience, it’s like chatting with your friend about the inner workings of your own grief filled brain, and they actually understand. Which if you know grief, that is so far from normal. Alina & Judith open up parts of their lives that are so relatable as a loss mom. And so eye opening to those who haven’t experienced loss. I’m so glad (and sad) I’ve found this corner of the internet that has nurtured me through the hardest experience of my life.
RCDalton

Love this podcast

I lost my infant son unexpectedly this past January and have really been struggling with his loss in so many ways. I recently found this podcast and am so glad I did, every single episode hits home. I’ve laughed, cried, and felt so seen by the hosts while listening. It’s such a comfort to listen to them and feel less alone.