Broken to Brave

Early in 2018, I realized I was about to turn 50. To say I reacted strongly would be an understatement. I was in shock. I was devastated. Angry. Scared. Hopeless. I took to my bed. About 6 months later, I forced myself out of bed. I had wasted my adult life hiding in fear. I couldn’t get those years back, but I could try to salvage the years I had left. I challenged myself to do 50 brave things before I turned 51. As I worked through the numbers on my list, I found strength I never knew I possessed. I found the hope that I had lost. I found freedom from my past. I found the will to push past my fear and finally live. This is the story of my year of living dangerously.

Recent Episodes
  • I Shared My List - Number 50
    Dec 17, 2020 – 10:32
  • I Drew Attention to Myself Physically - Number 49
    Dec 15, 2020 – 08:09
  • I Watched the Live Feed at Take-Off and Landing - Number 48
    Dec 10, 2020 – 07:37
  • I Approached a Group of Fans at the Pole - Number 47
    Dec 8, 2020 – 06:43
  • I Talked to Gillian Without a Shield - Number 46
    Dec 3, 2020 – 06:03
  • I Went Out on the Deck of the Viewing Area at Tate Modern - Number 45
    Nov 30, 2020 – 05:11
  • I Stood at the Window - Number 44
    Nov 26, 2020 – 06:36
  • I Rode the London Eye - Number 43
    Nov 24, 2020 – 06:58
  • I Didn't Numb Out - Number 42
    Nov 19, 2020 – 08:45
  • I Got Tattoos - Number 41
    Nov 17, 2020 – 10:26
  • I Pumped Gas - Number 40
    Nov 12, 2020 – 05:08
  • I Let an Artist Draw My Face - Number 39
    Nov 10, 2020 – 05:20
  • I Shared My First Draft With Someone - Number 38
    Nov 5, 2020 – 07:29
  • I Attempted the Gym on a Saturday - Number 37
    Nov 3, 2020 – 11:42
  • Beta'd - Number 36
    Oct 29, 2020 – 06:02
  • Volunteered to be on a Podcast I Didn't Know - Number 35
    Oct 26, 2020 – 05:29
  • Made a Phone Call - Number 34
    Oct 21, 2020 – 06:40
  • Played in the Snow - Number 33
    Oct 20, 2020 – 06:24
  • Bought Tickets to a Play in London - Number 32
    Oct 15, 2020 – 07:16
  • Worked on My Sleep Habits - Number 31
    Oct 13, 2020 – 07:00
  • Rejoined the Gym - Number 30
    Oct 8, 2020 – 05:53
  • Went Back - Number 29
    Oct 6, 2020 – 07:04
  • Called My Mom - Number 28
    Oct 1, 2020 – 12:21
  • Acted in a Commercial - Number 27
    Sep 29, 2020 – 05:11
  • Accepted Positive Personal Feedback - Number 26
    Sep 24, 2020 – 05:48
  • Accepted Help - Number 25
    Sep 22, 2020 – 06:40
  • Assistant Directed - Number 24
    Sep 17, 2020 – 06:06
  • Allowed Myself to Get Paid - Number 23
    Sep 15, 2020 – 06:37
  • Volunteered To Be A Beta For FanFic - Number 22
    Sep 10, 2020 – 05:54
  • Connected With My Fandom on Tumblr - Number 21
    Sep 8, 2020 – 06:54
  • Volunteered to get interviewed on a podcast about music that is important to me - Number 20
    Sep 3, 2020 – 06:34
  • Got Therapy - Number 19 
    Sep 1, 2020 – 08:30
  • Noticed It, Named It, Felt It, Let It Go - Number 18 
    Aug 27, 2020 – 06:02
  • Didn't Get Sucked In - Number 17
    Aug 25, 2020 – 07:12
  • Accepted Praise - Number 16
    Aug 20, 2020 – 07:06
  • Hosted An Event - Number 15
    Aug 18, 2020 – 06:42
  • Gave a Keynote Address - Number 14
    Aug 13, 2020 – 07:28
  • Attempted to Host a Game Show - Number 13
    Aug 11, 2020 – 05:16
  • Found Beauty In All Things - Number 12
    Aug 6, 2020 – 06:17
  • I Dueled - Number 11
    Aug 3, 2020 – 08:26
  • Put on a costume and allowed myself to be part of the story - Number 10
    Jul 30, 2020 – 07:26
  • Volunteered To Be In A Documentary - Number 9
    Jul 29, 2020 – 04:30
  • Publicly Fangirled - Number 8
    Jul 29, 2020 – 08:53
  • Played Volleyball in My Bathing Suit - Number 7
    Jul 21, 2020 – 06:17
  • When It Rains... Let It - Number 6
    Jul 16, 2020 – 06:21
  • Let Go - Number 5
    Jul 14, 2020 – 07:26
  • Felt the Pain - Number 4
    Jul 8, 2020 – 05:22
  • Got Out of Bed, Took a Walk, and Told the Truth - Numbers 1, 2, & 3
    Jul 7, 2020 – 09:19
  • Introducing Broken to Brave
    May 28, 2020 – 01:19
Recent Reviews
  • FangirlRachel
    I'm Not Alone
    Martha's vulnerability is so raw and refreshing. I started listening at the same time I was personally going through a period of growth and healing, so I felt like I wasn't alone.
  • Jesse W Jackson
    Enjoying the journey
    Martha is sharing her journey and I'm so glad that she is letting us join her via the podcast. Real, emotional, often funny and always touching, this is an amazing podcast hosted by an amazing woman.
  • Falion J
    Encouraging
    Great podcast!
  • Molly Mermaid
    Wow!
    This show is so beautiful and raw. I love how honest the host is and the occasional bits of comedy are excellent! I highly recommend this show!
  • Xxxindie1901
    Great Listen
    The concept of going from broken to brave is the story of my life! Much of that process I had to learn on my own. This podcast inspires you to be brave as you listen to the host share her own journey!
  • saphaariasyoga
    Vulnerable and so lovely
    This is such a beautiful and hopeful exploration of life and leaning into fear. I love it
  • spiked lemonade
    So relatable
    The relatable topics with the smidge of mental health is awesome ! I think every woman can relate to some kind of bathing a suit or clothing issue! Loved this!
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